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A sci-fi adventure... a story of selfless sacrifice... a love story for nerds in three parts. The Benders series is all this and more. Join Ellie Henderson, her sister Sam, and their friends Ryan Collins and Aaron Siskin on a journey of discovery, conflict, and the ultimate triumph of love over a powerful adversary.
Find the trilogy at:
  • Amazon.com
  • Maria's Bookshop—Durango, CO
  • Hand in Hand—Mancos, CO
  • Turn the Page Bookstore—Boonsboro, MD
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Benders—The Beginning

Book 1—In the most likely place for such unlikely events to occur, four friends discover a mysterious device and set about unlocking its secrets. When they realize its existence could destroy everything they know, they commit themselves to its destruction, no matter the cost.

Benders is available now at Maria's Bookshop in Durango, Turn the Page Bookstore in Boonsboro, MD, and at Amazon.com. Learn more bout the story via the button below.


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Breakers—The Middle

Book 2—Ellie's life is slowly returning to normal following the events in Benders. When a new, even more dangerous threat emerges, she, Sam, and Ryan discover they need Aaron's help if they hope to stand against it.

Breakers is available now at Maria's Bookshop in Durango, Turn the Page Bookstore in Boonsboro, MD, and at Amazon.com. Preview the prologue below.


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Menders - The Ending

Book 3—Ellie finally graduates from high school and is anticipating spending a final carefree summer with Aaron, Sam, and Ryan before leaving Los Alamos for school in Stanford, California. Instead, her world is plunged into chaos when startlingly familiar visitors arrive with news that throws all of their plans for the future into doubt.

The final book in the Benders series, Menders, is currently scheduled for a Fall 2025 release. Go to the Newsletter Signup Form, and you'll receive a notification as soon as a release date is announced.

The Benders World

Locations from the series

Many of the scenes in the Benders trilogy are set in places you can visit. Learn more about them by entering The Benders World.

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A sci-fi adventure... a story of selfless sacrifice... a romance for nerds in three parts. The Benders series is all this and more. Join Ellie Henderson, her sister Sam, and their friends Ryan Collins and Aaron Siskin on a journey of discovery, conflict, and the ultimate triumph of love over a powerful adversary.

Find the trilogy at:
  • Amazon.com
  • Maria's Bookshop—Durango, CO
  • Hand in Hand—Mancos, CO
  • Turn the Page Bookstore—Boonsboro, MD
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In the most likely place for such unlikely events to occur, four friends discover a mysterious device and set about unlocking its secrets. When they realize its use could destroy everything they know, they commit themselves to its destruction, no matter the cost.

Benders is available now at Maria's Bookshop in Durango, CO, Turn the Page Bookstore in Boonsboro, MD, and at Amazon.com. Click below to read an excerpt.

The Setting

Isolated on an arid, high-desert plateau in central New Mexico, Los Alamos has hosted US Government laboratory facilities since the 1940s and the days of the clandestine Manhattan Project. No longer a top-secret location, the city’s research labs continue to be a center of scientific discovery and invention, an effort led by Los Alamos Biotechnologies, aka “the LAB.”

The Characters

This is where Ellie Henderson, her sister Sam, and their friends Aaron and Ryan attend high school. Still only a junior, Ellie’s biggest concern is getting a grip on her American History term paper. The rest of the group is already eagerly looking ahead to the coming fall and the beginning of college. The next few days will throw all of their futures into doubt.

Their Challenge

Trespassing into a restricted area, the four friends chance upon a weathered wooden shack hidden far from the main facilities of the LAB. Once they realize their discovery poses a terrible, previously unimaginable danger, they commit to doing all they can to eliminate it. But does their plan come at too high a price?

Excerpt

There had to be a way in. She ruled out an underground entrance right away. If they could still see the minor disturbance to the ground where the power line had been run, any excavation on a scale sufficient to construct a tunnel large enough for people to use would be too obvious to miss for even an instant. And besides, if they had dug a tunnel that large, they would have used it for running the power, too. No. There simply had to be a door.

She studied the shack and tried to picture what it would look like if it were a normal cabin. She imagined herself coming up on the building along the line of the utility trench. Where would I have put the door?

She rose from the log, the last quarter of her sandwich in hand, and walked around to the side of the building closest to the trail. She figured that was where the door would be, right in the middle of that wall. She thought of secret passages behind bookcases opened by cleverly hidden latches. She took a bite of her sandwich. She visualized high-security entrances at banks or out at the LAB, doors equipped with key card readers and number pads.

Deep in thought, she was barely aware of the others now standing a few yards behind her, watching. She took another bite and chewed slowly. She thought about science fiction computers with facial recognition cameras, retina or DNA scanners, or other exotic biometric devices. She studied the rough wooden boards, and the earlier sense that the ancient-looking surface was but a cunning sham came back to her.

She stepped close to the exact spot on the wall where she imagined the door would be. Acting solely on intuition, she raised her hand to a point two feet right of center and slightly below shoulder height and pressed firmly near the top of one of the rough-hewn shingles. At first, nothing happened, but thinking she felt a slight movement, she maintained steady pressure on the spot until she heard a faint click. She pulled her hand away and watched as a section of shingles pulled inward, then slid sideways to reveal a shiny metal and glass panel. She was not especially surprised. She’d taken the presence of a door as a given, and basic logic said if there were a door, there had to be a way to open it. There had to be some kind of control, and she had found it—it was that simple. Still, she was gratified when she turned around to face three identical expressions of amazement.

“My work here is done,” she said. Smiling, she popped the final corner of her sandwich into her mouth.


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Ellie's life is slowly returning to normal following the events in Benders. When a new, even more dangerous threat emerges, she, Sam, and Ryan discover they need Aaron's help if they hope to stand against it.

Breakers is available now at Maria's Bookshop in Durango, CO, Turn the Page Bookstore in Boonsboro, MD, and at Amazon.com. Click below to read an excerpt.

Prologue

I can’t remember ever feeling this tired! Dr. Ellie Henderson stood by the exit as her hand-picked team of scientists filed out of the lab for the final time. In truth, tired did not come even close to describing the fathomless depth of her fatigue. She and her departing staff had been working eighteen-hour days for over two weeks, and she was nearing the end of her endurance. She hid her weariness as best she could, unwilling to allow fleshly shortcomings to prevent her from extending a personal thanks to each of them. Despite her best efforts over the years, some of her coworkers persisted in viewing her as no more than a colleague. These few acknowledged their parting with impersonal gestures; handshakes for a few, a simple nod for another. But many had become close friends, and knowing they would never see one another again, most of this larger group could not bear to leave without a final embrace. 
The moment was bittersweet. Everyone had known from the start that they would never see any direct benefits from their efforts, but the project had given them each a temporary sense of purpose in a shattered world defined by chaos and decline. It was a purely intangible reward, Ellie granted, yet sufficient for a group made up of the top scientists from multiple disciplines. Intellects such as theirs rebelled against inactivity. They required a direction to explore, a mystery to unravel, and she had provided them with one for almost a decade. Now that time was up, and they had no choice but to descend one of the world’s few remaining ivory towers and find their own purposes amid the chaos outside its sheltering walls. The final pair to leave was a married couple, both specialists in the relatively new field of temporal mechanics. She thanked them for their work, gave them each a hug, and then they were gone.

The second the door thudded closed behind them, Ellie collapsed heavily into the nearest chair. She slumped back, pressed her palms to her face, ran her fingertips in small circles over her eyes, and let years of accumulated tension begin to drain from her body.

My damned body! she thought. She was exhausted, yes, but at least the painful condition that had plagued most of her adult life had been in remission during these all-important final weeks of the project. For that, she was profoundly thankful. She had no idea how long this current reprieve would last. She might have days still to go—weeks, even—but lately, her periods of strength and vitality seldom exceeded a month. With her work now done, she might get the chance to enjoy this interlude of normalcy for a while, however long it lasted. 
Ellie dropped her hands to her lap and cast her eyes over the tightly packed workstations surrounding her. Much of the technology she could see had been purpose-built, was unique in all the world, and none of it would ever be touched again after today. The lab was unusually quiet now, the room all but empty, and every computer and piece of monitoring equipment powered down for the first time in many months. Whenever the room was occupied, the buzz of multiple conversations, the rapid-fire clicking of fingers on keyboards, and the whirs of more than two dozen CPU cooling fans combined to create a constant mental pressure. It was a subliminal effect, one that revealed itself chiefly through the profound relief imparted by its rare absence.

Ellie was not alone in the stillness. Ryan crossed the room, stopped behind her, and laid his hands on her shoulders. He remained standing even though many of his recent days had been longer than hers. She was not surprised by this; he had always preferred to stay on his feet while he worked no matter how tired he was. 
“Well, that’s finally done,” she said, breaking the silence at last. “Not exactly how I originally intended, but… it’s done.” 
“Hmm.” 
Ellie was not fooled by his neutral tone. Willing her body back to a standing position, she rose and stepped around the chair to face him. “Thank you for sticking by me all these years. I know you’ve never fully approved of the plan, but your support made all the difference every time it mattered most.” She wrapped her arms around him, and he responded by pulling her close. 
He let out a long sigh and spoke into her hair, restating his position for perhaps the hundredth time. “It’s not that I disapprove, you know that. This project means as much to me as it does to you. But you also know how I feel about using her. Besides, we’ve chewed our way through a lot of valuable resources that might have been used on a project with a much greater chance of success.” 
“No point in beating a dead horse.” 
Ryan’s body went stiff at what he heard as a rebuke. He released her, took a step back, and when he spoke there was real pain in his tone. “I remember you once saying you always wanted my opinion.” 
“I wasn’t saying you… Of course I do, Ryan. I only meant that given how bad things are, it’s too late for anything we do here, now, to make the situation any better. It’s been too late practically from the day we were born, and to act as if it’s otherwise—that’s what would be lashing the deceased equine. You’re absolutely right—this project won’t help any of us in the least. But I could make this happen, and I felt I had to. And maybe, in the long run, this will make a difference to them.” 
Ryan’s laugh was a single, humorless cough. “The very long run! Do you really think she’ll figure it out?” 
Ellie considered the old question one last time. Over the years-long course of the project, she had often wondered if she should provide specific instructions, but even in the case of two closely parallel timelines, quantum variations, random and unpredictable, guaranteed there would be differences between them. Knowing that she could never accurately anticipate exactly what conditions would exist or what would need to be done argued strongly against doing anything that might only serve to cause confusion. Or worse, risk exposure, thereby rendering all of all their efforts wasted. In the end, she decided to disguise the truth against casual discovery as best she could and place her faith in her own youthful ingenuity and intuition. Above all, every decision made so far had been guided by her insistence that whatever course of action was eventually taken, the choice would be completely up to the one for whom the project was ultimately intended. Ellie would provide the tools, nothing more, and trust that events would play out for the best.
Still, the project was a huge gamble, one that had taken an incalculable toll on everyone involved, and there were many times when self-doubt had threatened to overwhelm her. As of ten minutes ago, though, her misgivings no longer mattered. They had just let their own metaphorical horse out of the barn, very much alive, and any lingering doubts or second guesses were thereby made pointless. 
“That’s the thing, isn’t it, Ryan? We’ll never know.” She placed her fingers on his chest and looked up into a face deeply lined with age. “But she has to. For Sam’s sake… for Aaron’s. She has to!”


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Ellie's life is slowly returning to normal following the events in Benders. When a new, even more dangerous threat emerges, she, Sam, and Ryan discover they need Aaron's help if they hope to stand against it.

Prologue

I can’t remember ever feeling this tired! Dr. Ellie Henderson stood by the exit as her hand-picked team of scientists filed out of the lab for the final time. In truth, tired did not come even close to describing the fathomless depth of her fatigue. She and her departing staff had been working eighteen-hour days for over two weeks, and she was nearing the end of her endurance. She hid her weariness as best she could, unwilling to allow fleshly shortcomings to prevent her from extending a personal thanks to each of them. Despite her best efforts over the years, some of her coworkers persisted in viewing her as no more than a colleague. These few acknowledged their parting with impersonal gestures; handshakes for a few, a simple nod for another. But many had become close friends, and knowing they would never see one another again, most of this larger group could not bear to leave without a final embrace. 
The moment was bittersweet. Everyone had known from the start that they would never see any direct benefits from their efforts, but the project had given them each a temporary sense of purpose in a shattered world defined by chaos and decline. It was a purely intangible reward, Ellie granted, yet sufficient for a group made up of the top scientists from multiple disciplines. Intellects such as theirs rebelled against inactivity. They required a direction to explore, a mystery to unravel, and she had provided them with one for almost a decade. Now that time was up, and they had no choice but to descend one of the world’s few remaining ivory towers and find their own purposes amid the chaos outside its sheltering walls. The final pair to leave was a married couple, both specialists in the relatively new field of temporal mechanics. She thanked them for their work, gave them each a hug, and then they were gone.

The second the door thudded closed behind them, Ellie collapsed heavily into the nearest chair. She slumped back, pressed her palms to her face, ran her fingertips in small circles over her eyes, and let years of accumulated tension begin to drain from her body.

My damned body! she thought. She was exhausted, yes, but at least the painful condition that had plagued most of her adult life had been in remission during these all-important final weeks of the project. For that, she was profoundly thankful. She had no idea how long this current reprieve would last. She might have days still to go—weeks, even—but lately, her periods of strength and vitality seldom exceeded a month. With her work now done, she might get the chance to enjoy this interlude of normalcy for a while, however long it lasted. 
Ellie dropped her hands to her lap and cast her eyes over the tightly packed workstations surrounding her. Much of the technology she could see had been purpose-built, was unique in all the world, and none of it would ever be touched again after today. The lab was unusually quiet now, the room all but empty, and every computer and piece of monitoring equipment powered down for the first time in many months. Whenever the room was occupied, the buzz of multiple conversations, the rapid-fire clicking of fingers on keyboards, and the whirs of more than two dozen CPU cooling fans combined to create a constant mental pressure. It was a subliminal effect, one that revealed itself chiefly through the profound relief imparted by its rare absence.

Ellie was not alone in the stillness. Ryan crossed the room, stopped behind her, and laid his hands on her shoulders. He remained standing even though many of his recent days had been longer than hers. She was not surprised by this; he had always preferred to stay on his feet while he worked no matter how tired he was. 
“Well, that’s finally done,” she said, breaking the silence at last. “Not exactly how I originally intended, but… it’s done.” 
“Hmm.” 
Ellie was not fooled by his neutral tone. Willing her body back to a standing position, she rose and stepped around the chair to face him. “Thank you for sticking by me all these years. I know you’ve never fully approved of the plan, but your support made all the difference every time it mattered most.” She wrapped her arms around him, and he responded by pulling her close. 
He let out a long sigh and spoke into her hair, restating his position for perhaps the hundredth time. “It’s not that I disapprove, you know that. This project means as much to me as it does to you. But you also know how I feel about using her. Besides, we’ve chewed our way through a lot of valuable resources that might have been used on a project with a much greater chance of success.” 
“No point in beating a dead horse.” 
Ryan’s body went stiff at what he heard as a rebuke. He released her, took a step back, and when he spoke there was real pain in his tone. “I remember you once saying you always wanted my opinion.” 
“I wasn’t saying you… Of course I do, Ryan. I only meant that given how bad things are, it’s too late for anything we do here, now, to make the situation any better. It’s been too late practically from the day we were born, and to act as if it’s otherwise—that’s what would be lashing the deceased equine. You’re absolutely right—this project won’t help any of us in the least. But I could make this happen, and I felt I had to. And maybe, in the long run, this will make a difference to them.” 
Ryan’s laugh was a single, humorless cough. “The very long run! Do you really think she’ll figure it out?” 
Ellie considered the old question one last time. Over the years-long course of the project, she had often wondered if she should provide specific instructions, but even in the case of two closely parallel timelines, quantum variations, random and unpredictable, guaranteed there would be differences between them. Knowing that she could never accurately anticipate exactly what conditions would exist or what would need to be done argued strongly against doing anything that might only serve to cause confusion. Or worse, risk exposure, thereby rendering all of all their efforts wasted. In the end, she decided to disguise the truth against casual discovery as best she could and place her faith in her own youthful ingenuity and intuition. Above all, every decision made so far had been guided by her insistence that whatever course of action was eventually taken, the choice would be completely up to the one for whom the project was ultimately intended. Ellie would provide the tools, nothing more, and trust that events would play out for the best.
Still, the project was a huge gamble, one that had taken an incalculable toll on everyone involved, and there were many times when self-doubt had threatened to overwhelm her. As of ten minutes ago, though, her misgivings no longer mattered. They had just let their own metaphorical horse out of the barn, very much alive, and any lingering doubts or second guesses were thereby made pointless. 
“That’s the thing, isn’t it, Ryan? We’ll never know.” She placed her fingers on his chest and looked up into a face deeply lined with age. “But she has to. For Sam’s sake… for Aaron’s. She has to!”